I know from various online and face to face groups that what I am feeling is ‘normal’. Today I am struggling. I don’t know if it’s me and my expectations. I don’t know if I’m too sensitive. I don’t know if it’s just grief. Today my tears just keep coming. I don’t know if it’sContinue reading “I don’t know how to live in your world.”
Tag Archives: motherhood
Anniversary dates
It’s 2 years since I was pregnant with Kora and Ava. I can’t quite compute this. In one way it feels like longer with everything Neil and I have faced in those years but it also seems to have suddenly arrived. We took the test on the 16th May 2018. I find, I always struggleContinue reading “Anniversary dates”
Loss and Love
A Different Kind of Mother
What image do you conjure up when you think of a Mother? Is she radiant? Does she have an apron on with children sat in high chairs? Is she worn out and not looking her best? Do you think of a Mother who doesn’t have any living biological children? I believe I became a MotherContinue reading “A Different Kind of Mother”
Stars in the Sky 